miércoles, 18 de diciembre de 2013

Tips Wednesday!

  1. Sleeping helpsSleep when Hungry.Sleep when you have nothing to do and think you might resort you Food.SLEEP BURNS CALORIES (130 pounds 7 hours of sleep = 390 cals burned)
    How great is that? Hahaha
  2. Drink it up!
    Drink water daily! A LOT of water ~ It'll make you full and it's great for your complexion!
    Drink it cold rather than hot. Also, drink lots of tea. You can add swetners to it and it comes in tons of flavors. No sugar of milk in it though!
    Coffee is great too, but i will talk about the benefits of both tea and coffee soon!
  3. Eat slowly and chew food a thoroughly.
    Sip water between bites. Eat in small plates and utensila, so it seems like you ate more.
  4. Say you are going to eat at a friend's house and instead go for a walk.
    You will be burning calories instead of taking them in
    . (This is one of my favs tricks! I use it as much as i can!)
  5. Buy clothes that you can't fit into and hang them wear you can see them.
    This will motivate you to lose weight to fit into them. This is actually an awesome motivator. I now fit in a pair of sexy jeans i didn't fit before! How cool is that?

A little update on myself:

On Monday I binged and purged... It was so disgusting. I hate myself for it. On Tuesday I only had dinner (a few slices of pizza with my boyfriend and his friend).
Let's see how today goes!

Aqua

lunes, 16 de diciembre de 2013

Ana-Mia Weight height ratio!

Ideal Weight acording to Doctors (I find this to be too heavy!)

4ft 11 Inch - 1.50 cm :  94 lbs
4ft 11.5 Inch - 1.51 cm : 45kg / 99 lbs
5ft 00 Inch - 1.52 cm : 46kg / 101 lbs
5ft 0.5 Inch - 1.53 cm : 46kg / 101 lbs
5ft 1 Inch - 1.54 cm : 46kg / 101 lbs
5ft 1.4 Inch - 1.55 cm : 47kg /103 Lbs
5ft 2 Inch - 1.56 cm : 47kg /103 lbs

5ft 2.5 Inch - 1.57 cm : 48kg / 104 lbs
5ft 2.8 Inch - 1.58 cm : 48kg /104 lbs
5ft 2.9 Inch - 1.59 cm : 49kg / 108 lbs
5ft 3 Inch - 1.60 cm : 50kg / 110 lbs
5ft 3.5 Inch - 1.61 cm : 51kg / 112 lbs
5ft 3.8 Inch - 1.62 cm : 51kg /112 lbs
5ft 4 Inch - 1.63 cm : 51kg /112 lbs
5ft 4.5 Inch - 1.64 cm : 52kg / 114 lbs
5ft 5 inch - 1.65 cm : 52kg /114 lbs
5ft 6 Inch - 1.66 cm : 54kg / 119 kg
5ft 6.4 Inch - 1.67 cm : 55kg /121 lbs
5ft 6.7 Inch - 1.68 cm : 55kg /121 lbs
5ft 6.9 Inch - 1.69cm : 56kg / 123 lbs
5ft 7 Inch - 1.70 cm 57kg / 125.5 lbs
5ft 7. 4 Inch - 1.71 cm : 57kg /126 lbs
5ft 7.7 Inch - 1.72 cm : 58kg /128 lbs
5ft 8 Inch - 1.73 cm : 58kg /128 lbs


Ideal weight acording to Ana and Mia
4ft 11 Inch - 1.50 cm : 41 kg / 90 lbs
4ft 11.5 Inch - 1.51 cm : 42 kg / 92 lbs
5ft 00 Inch - 1.52 cm : 42 kg / 92 lbs
5ft 0.5 Inch - 1.53 cm : 42 kg / 92 lbs
5ft 1 Inch - 1.54 cm : 43 kg / 94 lbs
5ft 1.4 Inch - 1.55 cm : 43 kg /94 lbs
5ft 2 Inch - 1.56 cm : 44 kg / 97 lbs

5ft 2.5 Inch - 1.57 cm : 44 kg / 97 lbs
5ft 2.8 Inch - 1.58 cm : 45 kg / 99 lbs
5ft 2.9 Inch - 1.59 cm : 45 kg / 99 lbs
5ft 3 Inch - 1.60 cm : 46 kg / 101 lbs
5ft 3.5 Inch - 1.61 cm : 46 kg / 101 lbs
5ft 3.8 Inch - 1.62 cm : 47 kg / 103 lbs
5ft 4 Inch - 1.63 cm : 48 kg / 105 lbs
5ft 4.5 Inch - 1.64 cm : 48 kg /105 lbs
5ft 5 inch - 1.65 cm : 49 kg / 108 lbs
5ft 6 Inch - 1.66 cm : 50 kg / 110 lbs
5ft 6.4 Inch - 1.67 cm : 50 kg / 110 lbs
5ft 6.7 Inch - 1.68 cm : 51 kg / 112 lbs
5ft 6.9 Inch - 1.69cm : 52 kg / 114 lbs
5ft 7 Inch - 1.70 cm 53 kg / 116 lbs
5ft 7. 4 Inch - 1.71 cm : 53 kg / 116 lbs
5ft 7.7 Inch - 1.72 cm : 53 kg / 116 lbs
5ft 8 Inch - 1.73 cm : 54 kg / 119 lbs



Extreme Ana and Mia weight 
4ft 11 Inch - 1.50 cm : 40 kg / 88 lbs
4ft 11.5 Inch - 1.51 cm : 40 Kg / 88 lbs
5ft 00 Inch - 1.52 cm : 41 kg / 90 lbs
5ft 0.5 Inch - 1.53 cm : 41 kg / 90 lbs
5ft 1 Inch - 1.54 cm : 42 kg / 92 lbs
5ft 1.4 Inch - 1.55 cm : 43 kg / 94 lbs
5ft 2 Inch - 1.56 cm : 43 kg / 94 lbs

5ft 2.5 Inch - 1.57 cm : 43 kg / 94 lbs
5ft 2.8 Inch - 1.58 cm : 44 kg /97 lbs
5ft 2.9 Inch - 1.59 cm : 44 kg / 97 lbs
5ft 3 Inch - 1.60 cm : 45 kg / 99 lbs
5ft 3.5 Inch - 1.61 cm : 45 kg / 99 lbs
5ft 3.8 Inch - 1.62 cm : 45 kg / 99 lbs
5ft 4 Inch - 1.63 cm : 46 kg / 101 lbs
5ft 4.5 Inch - 1.64 cm : 46 kg / 101 lbs
5ft 5 inch - 1.65 cm : 48 kg / 105 lbs
5ft 6 Inch - 1.66 cm : 48 kg / 105 lbs
5ft 6.4 Inch - 1.67 cm : 49 kg / 108 lbs
5ft 6.7 Inch - 1.68 cm : 50 kg / 110 lbs
5ft 6.9 Inch - 1.69cm : 50 kg / 110 lbs
5ft 7 Inch - 1.70 cm 51 kg / 112 lbs
5ft 7. 4 Inch - 1.71 cm : 52 kg / 114 lbs
5ft 7.7 Inch - 1.72 cm : 52 kg / 114 lbs
5ft 8 Inch - 1.73 cm : 53 kg / 116 lbs


Remember that this is only to have a rought idea of what your weight should be. Also remember that muscle weights the same as fat, but ocupies much much much less space! So you can weight quite a lot, and still look super thin, and that'll be because you have all muscle and no fat  - sexy fit! (Also remember women need a bit of fat in orther to keep womanly functions alive)
Strive for healthy!


Aqua

sábado, 14 de diciembre de 2013

The harms of ED

ANOREXIA

Anorexia nervosa is a serious, potentially life-threatening eating disorder characterized by self-starvation and excessive weight loss.

Anorexia has five primary symptoms:

  • Refusal to maintain body weight at or above a minimally normal weight for height, body type, age, and activity level. -Intense fear of weight gain or being "fat."
  • Feeling "fat" or overweight despite dramatic weight loss.
  • Loss of menstrual periods in girls and women post-puberty.
  • Extreme concern with body weight and shape. 
The chances for recovery increase the earlier anorexia nervosa is detected. Therefore, it is important to be aware of some of the warning signs of anorexia nervosa.


Warning Signs of Anorexia:
  • Preoccupation with weight, food, calories, fat grams, and dieting.
  • Refusal to eat certain foods, progressing to restrictions against whole categories of food (i.e., no carbohydrates, etc.).
  • Frequent comments about feeling "fat" or overweight despite weight loss (I find this to be untrue, as we ry to hide the disorder from others)
  • Anxiety about gaining weight or being "fat."
  • Denial of hunger.
  • Development of food rituals (i.e., eating foods in certain orders, excessive chewing, rearranging food on a plate).
  • Consistent excuses to avoid mealtimes or situations involving food.
  • Excessive, rigid exercise regimen--despite weather, fatigue, illness, or injury, the need to "burn off" calories taken in.
  • Withdrawal from usual friends and activities.
In general, behaviors and attitudes indicating that weight loss, dieting, and control of food are becoming primary concerns.
Anorexia nervosa involves self-starvation. The body is denied the essential nutrients it needs to function normally, so it is forced to slow down all of its processes to conserve energy.
This "slowing down" can have serious medical consequences:
  • Abnormally slow heart rate and low blood pressure, which mean that the heart muscle is changing. The risk for heart failure rises as heart rate and blood pressure levels sink lower and lower.
  • Reduction of bone density (osteoporosis), which results in dry, brittle bones.
  • Muscle loss and weakness.
  • Severe dehydration, which can result in kidney failure.
  • Fainting, fatigue, and overall weakness.
  • Dry hair and skin, hair loss is common.
  • Growth of a downy layer of hair called lanugo all over the body, including the face, in an effort to keep the body warm. 
  • Destruction of teeth, rupture of esophagus, damage to lining of stomach; gastritis, gastric distress including bloat and distension
  • Delayed growth and permanently stunted growth due to under-nutrition. Even after recovery and weight restoration, person may not catch up to expected normal height.
  • Weakened immune system
  • Anal and bladder incontinence, urinary tract infections, vaginal prolapse, and other problems related to weak and damaged pelvic floor muscles. Some problems may be related to chronic constipation, which is commonly found in people with anorexia nervosa. Structural damage and atrophy of pelvic floor muscles can be caused by low estrogen levels, excessive exercise, and inadequate nutrition. Surgery may be necessary to repair the damage.
  • Because of changes in the brain associated with under-nourishment, binge eating, and purging, the person does not, and perhaps cannot, weigh priorities, make judgments, and make choices that are logical and rational for normal people. Recovery, once the process has begun, requires time for the brain to readjust -- chemically and physically -- to normal and healthy patterns of eating. This is a combined physical/psychological problem.
  • Icy hands and feet
  • Anemia, malnutrition. Disruption of body's fluid/mineral balance (electrolyte imbalance, loss of potassium; can be fatal)
  • Fainting spells, seizures, sleep disruption, bad dreams, mental fuzziness
  • Low blood sugar (hypoglycemia), including shakiness, anxiety, restlessness, and a pervasive itchy sensation all over the body.



BULIMIA

Usually descrived as eating large quantities of food in short periods of time, often secretly, without regard to feelings of "hunger" or "fullness," and to the point of feeling "out of control" while eating. Following these "binges" with some form of purging or compensatory behavior to make up for the excessive calories taken in: 
  • Self-induced vomiting
  • Laxative or diuretic abuse
  • Fasting
  • Obsessive or compulsive exercise.
  • Extreme concern with body weight and shape.
The chances for recovery increase the earlier bulimia nervosa is detected. Therefore, it is important to be aware of some of the warning signs of bulimia nervosa.
  • Evidence of binge-eating, including disappearance of large amounts of food in short periods of time or the existence of wrappers and containers indicating the consumption of large amounts of food. 
  • Evidence of purging behaviors, including frequent trips to the bathroom after meals, signs and/or smells of vomiting, presence of wrappers or packages of laxatives or diuretics. 
  • Excessive, rigid exercise regimen--despite weather, fatigue, illness, or injury, the need to "burn off" calories taken in. 
  • Unusual swelling of the cheeks or jaw area. 
  • Calluses on the back of the hands and knuckles from self-induced vomiting. 
  • Discoloration or staining of the teeth. 
  • Creation of complex lifestyle schedules or rituals to make time for binge-and-purge sessions. 
  • Withdrawal from usual friends and activities. 
In general, behaviors and attitudes indicating that weight loss, dieting, and control of food are becoming primary concerns. People struggling with bulimia nervosa will often appear to be of average body weight.

Bulimia nervosa can be extremely harmful to the body. The recurrent binge-and-purge cycles can impact the entire digestive system and can lead to electrolyte and chemical imbalances in the body that affect the heart and other major organ functions.
Some of the health consequences of bulimia nervosa include:
  • Electrolyte imbalances that can lead to irregular heartbeats and possibly heart failure and death. Electrolyte imbalance is caused by dehydration and loss of potassium and sodium from the body as a result of purging behaviors. 
  • Potential for gastric rupture during periods of bingeing. Inflammation and possible rupture of the esophagus from frequent vomiting. 
  • Tooth decay and staining from stomach acids released during frequent vomiting. 
  • Chronic irregular bowel movements and constipation as a result of laxative abuse. 
  • Peptic ulcers and pancreatitis. 
DISORDERED EATING (EDNOS)

People who have ednos are descrived as:
  • I've they have more anorexic tendencies, they will have all the anorexic simptoms, but have still a healthy BMI and girls will still have theyr perieod regularly.
  • I've they have more bulimic tendencies, they will have all the bulimic symptoms, but their purging will be more "sparodic". It's harder to classify.

To make one thing clear: IT IS NOT NORMAL TO BE DIETING ALL THE TIME! Nor is it normal to be constantly thinking about food, obsessing over calories, over-exercising, or exercising purely to burn off calories.

As painful as the medical consequences of an eating disorder are, the psychological agony can be worse. It is a sad irony that the person who develops an eating disorder often begins with a diet, believing that weight loss will lead to improved self-esteem, self-confidence, and happiness. The cruel reality is that persistent undereating, binge eating, and purging have the opposite effect.



Dieting risk
Psychological problems

  • Depression that can lead to self-harm and suicide 
  • Person feels out of control and helpless to do anything about problems 
  • Anxiety, self-doubt 
  • Guilt and shame, feelings of failure 
  • Hypervigilance. Thinks other people are watching and waiting to confront or interfere. 
  • Fear of discovery 
  • Obsessive thoughts and preoccupations 
  • Compulsive behaviors. Rituals dictate most activities. 
  • Feelings of alienation and loneliness. "I don't fit in anywhere."
  • Feels hopeless and helpless. Cannot figure out how to make things better. 
  • May give up and sink into despair, fatalism, or suicidal depression. 
  • Because of changes in the brain associated with under-nourishment, binge eating, and purging, the person does not, and perhaps cannot, weigh priorities, make judgments, and make choices that are logical and rational for normal people. Recovery, once the process is begun, requires time for the brain to readjust -- chemically and physically -- to normal and healthy patterns of eating. This is a combined physical/psychological problem.  

BINGE-EATING DISORDER

  • Frequent episodes of eating large quantities of food in short periods of time often secretly, without regard to feelings of "hunger" or "fullness." 
  • Frequent feelings of being "out of control" during binges. 
  • Eating large quantities of food rapidly, without really tasting the food. 
  • Eating alone. 
  • Feelings of shame, disgust, or guilt after a binge.

Binge eating disorder often results in some of the health risks associated with clinical obesity. Some of the potential health consequences of binge eating disorder include:
  • High blood pressure 
  • High cholesterol levels 
  • Heart disease as a result of elevated triglyceride levels 
  • Secondary diabetes 
  • Gallbladder disease 
  • Many people who suffer from binge eating disorder have a history of depression (NIH, 1993). 
  • People struggling with binge eating disorder often express distress, shame, and guilt over their eating behaviors.

 Aqua


viernes, 13 de diciembre de 2013

Blog's structure! La estructura del blog!

Hi there!
This is the blog's structure and how i'll post stuff (:  

Monday: Ana and Mia tips, tricks and general talk

Wednesday: Ana and Mia tips, tricks and general talk + answer questions day!

Friday: Thinspo day!

Sunday: A me day (I'll talk about what i believe, how i feel, etc)

And every time i post something, i will also make a quick update on how i'm doing, how many calories i've had and how much exercise i've made!

I weight a 121 lbs, and i'm 5ft 7inch tall. I'm at the heaviest weight i've ever been! Yuck ... ):
My goal weight is 110 lbs! (I've been much lower than that before, but i was super malnourished and ill. If you want to know the dangers of ED, read this) Althought it's a "general mesurement". I'm focusing more on how my body looks/it's mesurements, etc.

I hope you all accompany me in my journey! If you feel like, you can post your stats and your motivation to loose weight, or how your ED makes you feel.
Feel free to vent and go all drama!

Aqua







Presentation

“I am a product of long corridors, empty sunlit rooms, upstairs indoor silences, attics explored in solitude, distant noises of gurgling cisterns and pipes, and the noise of wind under the tiles. Also, of endless books.”


Love coffee, tea, black nail polish, dark paganism, cute things, dark things, gore, blood, old horror movies, videogames, happinesssadness, hipbones, collarbones, ribs, bones, bones, bones, diet coke, cookies, books!

Depressed at 12. Suffered from Self Harm since the age of 13. Depression hit my worst at 15. Developed Anorexia, wich slowly developed to deathly Bulimia. Engaged in an abusive relationship wich i managed to scape.
18 and almost recovered, I long again for feelings of emtiness and control.

I do not promote self harm or EDs, I however will never jurge and will support and give my help to those who may need it (:  

We are strong!


Aqua

pd. My first language is Spanish, sorry i've i've made any spelling/grammar mistakes!